First, apologies to all my dear friends that I’ve failed to ‘keep in touch with’..I’ve been rubbish with keeping in touch with people..:p…no excuse really..will try harder
So just to let you all know I’m still alive.
Currently feeling:
Sleepy, tired, slightly too ‘caffinated’, fat (due to my sedentary life style at the moment..lol) slightly stressed…but happy..J
I have a horrible feeling that this maybe the way I’ll feel for the rest of my medical training…-_- omg…lol
Friends here are great..although it’s not the same without you guys. .irreplaceable u lot!..but Christ..I’m starting to get a northern accent…and getting addicted to ‘deal or no deal’ and ‘neighbours’ and ‘hollyoaks’…..oommmmgggggg
Work..is tough but I enjoy it (to an extent..)
Bf’s treating me well.
So I’m a happy girl really…
Semester 1 flew past quick….most of it being in bed with a mammoth hangover…or in lectures still pissed..hmm….and so….Debbie failed her semester 1 exam..(shit….)
Sooo I have to retake during August..-_- but to be fair, I deserve the fail..:P didn’t really work till Christmas and it was so hard getting use to the teaching style..o wait..not teaching ‘self study’..I really don’t understand why university stuff get paid so much for saying ‘yes, this is important go look it up in your own time’
Hmm…med school hasn’t really been anything I imagined it to be. Apart from the fact I knew I was going to spend a lot of my time cutting up dead people…(however I wasn’t expected to be given a obese 200 pound body….twice!! what are the chances…man..was it a mission flipping the body over and dissecting through the fatty tissue..ANDANDAND this guy had a heart that was the size of a….melon! I’m not joking..MASSIVE….he did have serious cardiac hyperthrophy though…L..all his organs were enlarged…and distorted..I’m surprised the med school even allowed it to be one of the teaching cadavas…OKOKOK I’ll stop giving pointless details.)
Hmm but yeah, you’ve got a huge range of people here..people who stay in and study all the time..people who go out 6 days a week to get pissed and go to Amsterdam to smoke pot over the weekends…wheyyyy
I’ve got my OSCE exams coming up >< dreading them sososoooo much
[consist of things like –reading radiographs..taking blood pressures..but the fun bit is when this weird person in a lab coat hands u a dead arm/feet/head/bones whatever and ask you ‘what is this…what is it’s proximal attachment and innervation?’ and a series of other technical questions that I don’t wana think about right now]
heheee if I fail this time round..I’m screwed..and I’ll accept that I wasn’t meant to be a Dr..I’m just too dumb…:P
bleh! Its 1.30am! need to revise mechanisms of hypersensitivity reaction type 1, the anatomy of the forearm and drug action before bed time SNIFFFFFFFFFFFFF so I’ll leave it here..J
But yeah, I love it here..I cant complain J…just hope I pass and get to stay for another 4 years :D
Hope you all did well in your finals9for those who have done them) and gd luck to those still revising…
take care !
Missing you all L
See you all sooooooon bk at 852!
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